Monday, June 10, 2013

Why I Write

Thank you to Corinne at Write Tribe for the fun writing prompt!!

     Ironically I haven’t done a whole lot of writing lately so this prompt couldn’t have come at a better time for me.  A few of you have wondered if I dropped off the world.  In a way I did.  My computer decided to die a slow and agonizing death and then money wise, May was a bad month in my neck of the woods.  Money was short.  It became a little more important to pay for food and the house payment than post here.

        Since then I toyed with the idea of simply deleting my blog.  The question of why I write flew around my noggin like loose marbles.  I don’t write because I have any ideas that I am the next Danielle Steel waiting to be discovered.  I never had a burning desire growing up to publish something someday.  However, I love the community of friendly bloggers I discovered.  I love the interaction.  I also love the opportunity to vent and let my imagination run wild.    Let’s face it, I can be right down bat shit crazy and writing is a great vehicle to express and nurture that tendency.




       So in a nutshell, I need a vehicle to express myself and writing provides that with no holds barred.  It is safe.  I can be me without people wondering why.  Correction, I can be me and not see the amused disapproving glances shot my way.  It is perfectly acceptable to go ape shit here and laugh until I pee my pants.  On second thought, I kind of do that everywhere and in every situation anyway because I am skipping through mental pause and am half past give a shit.   I just have a place to document it here.  It doesn’t matter where I go I always notice how pious everyone else is.  People walk around looking like they just sucked a lemon or have a broom stuck up their ass sideways.  I am the crazy one that smiles at people I don’t know and am not afraid to laugh in public.  So why write?  I write to express myself, to vent, to connect with the outside world, and for the hell of it.

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  1. gosh, glad you either got your computer fixed or got a new one! ANd keep writing!

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    1. Sandra, me too. Thank you for stopping by to read and for your kind comments!! I will have to get back into the swing of writing again. I feel rusty. :D

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  2. I'm glad you are back. Our June is shaping up to be like your May was, financially so I hear ya loud and clear on priorities!!!

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    1. JoJo, those slow months are never fun but we made it through. Hopefully it will pick up for this month and stay that way and we can hammer those bills and get all caught up. UGH. I am glad to be back too and glad I was able to turn the internet back on at home no matter how fleeting it is. Thank you for stopping by JoJo and for your kind comments. Hope Russell's work picks up too. Summer is always slow for some reason.

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  3. Hi! I think I remember you!

    Wonderful to see you back here being just simply YOU.

    New computers have a way of inspiring one past the writing slump. I write simply for my mental health.
    No blog in that, not writing makes me sorta bleh

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    1. Jo, out of the woodwork I come! I think it kind of helps my "mental" help too. So pleased you stopped by to say hello. Thank you for reading and commenting!

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  4. Always a pleasure to read what you vent, share & express Kathy! Wonderful to hear of you just writing for the love of it and what it means to you. Cheers to you and your blog!

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    1. Amy, thank you...this gives me reason to continue writing and continue this blog regardless of the doubts that eat at me. It is nice to know that people like to read my ramblings and maybe, just maybe, it isn't a big ole waste of time. Thank you for stopping by and for your kind comments!

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  5. I love this—especially the last sentence! I always enjoy your posts, and I'm really glad you're back. :)

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    1. Dana, I am so pleased you enjoy my posts! Thank you for stopping by and for your kind comments. It is just the push to write more that I need.

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  6. Here after a long time. So happy, I love your style of expressing yourself

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    1. Ritu, it is so nice to see you!! Thank you for stopping by to read and for your kind comments!

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  7. The last sentence sums it up well. Keep writing. :)

    http://www.heresmysay.com/why-i-write/

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    1. Jyothi, I am so glad you liked it. Thank you for stopping by and for your kind comments!

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  8. Beautiful. such a fun post this is ! I loved the wya u brightened every ones day
    First time here and loved ur posts :)

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    1. Afshan, I am so pleased you enjoyed it. I do tend to be a little ray of sunshine. LOL Thank you for stopping by and for your kind comments!

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  9. Honestly its a wonderfully nice post! We all have this weird and yet bright sunshine side of life which instill a lot of things in us writing is definitely one in your case. No matter what happens to the Danielle steel in you :D :D you must write! Write for us to enjoy your creativity ! God bless :)

    Richa

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    1. Richa, I will continue to stoke the muse within if only because I need too...like breathing. Might go nuts if I didn't. Thank you for stopping by and for your kind comments!

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  10. So glad you didn't delete your blog! I know the feeling though when time passes and other things take precedence and the blog gets neglected.

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    1. Karen, I have felt that way several times and then I post and people like you stop by and comment...and somehow it fuels the passion and I continue. It makes it all worthwhile somehow. Thank you for stopping by and for your kind comments!

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  11. You may write primarily for an outlet, but I enjoy reading what you have to say, and I am so glad you do it! You are right in that the blogging community is a great group, and I am so glad I have "met" you. Would hate to lose that connection!
    tm

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    1. Ornery's Wife, I am glad to be connected with you and so pleased you enjoy reading what I write. You have made my day!! Thank you for stopping by to read and for your kind comments. They mean the world to me.

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  12. I love the humour in your writing and enjoy your posts. So keep writing Kathy.

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    1. Suzy, I am so pleased you enjoy my writing. It means the world to me and your kind words and encouragement are all the fuel I need to continue. Thank you for stopping by to read and for your kind comments.

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